currently waiting for babyboy to sms or call me . haish . just now was otp with hafiq and amin . they were very funny sia . i miss the fun times i had with hafiq . i miss the times when he crack jokes with me . i miss the times when he hug and kiss me . now that i'm attach , me and him were like strangers . we didnt contact each other anymore . he was soo busy with his guyfriend to even bother to call me nor sms me . haish . nvm uh . i noe i'm in the wrong for hurting him but wat to do , if u love one of the four , u have to hurt the other three . no more choice . haish . so talk2 to them for a while then hang up the fone . went to watch tv for a while . now i'm blogging again for the second time todae . haha ! babyboy , cepat uh kol i . i'm soo bored at here . nvm , at least i have kama to accompany me . sweet kn die ? haha ! thnx kama ! ouh , i soo miss my kak irah . kak , pls dont leave me . eventhough he had hurt you , u still have me right ? so dont leave me kae ? i'll always be beside u . remember that . haish . nothing more to post . bye2 .