yesterdae went raya with babyboy , amalia , syafiq , eza and khairil .

first , they went to my house .

we waited for rabiah and nana for 1 hour plous sia .

we promised to meet at 12 but they came late .

haish .

terpakse uh kite gy umah syafiq ulu untok raye .

reach syafiq's house then rabiah text .

she told us to meet her and nana at jp .

so all of us went to jp to meet them .

when they reached , we proceed to amalia's house .

otw there , we fetch farlina and abg ali .

they wanted to join us .

haish .

maken ramai uh siot !

haha !

we stayed at amalia's house for 1 hour then we proceed to eza's house .

babyboy having stomach ache .

kesian babyboy .

then we stayed for 1 hour at eza's house .

both house we karaoke sia .

haha !

after that , we proceed to taman jurong .

went to afiq kecik's house .

he actually lives at NTI but he went to his grandparents house at taman juorng cos he got soccer todae .

haha !

at his grandparents house , i had a lttle bit of conflict with babyboy .

but we made up after that .

sweet kn kite ?

then we proceed to kak wiwie's house .

at kak wiwie's house , things started to get worse .

i quarelled with farlina and kak wiwie was pissed off with me .

i just dont noe how i got out of control .

haish .

after that , we separated .

i followed babyboy's family go jalan raye .

haha !

i reached home at 10.30 pm .

then tok2 with bayboy for a while then went to sleep .

that'a all for yesterday .

todae i stayed home all day cos todae my sedare are all coming ..haish . going to be bz uh nie . haha ! then cn still blog . ape saje uh fyana . well , waiting for babyboy to online . i miss him soo much . well , that's all for todae . bye2 .

i never hope for you to protect me all the time . i just want you to always be there for me through thick and thin . i love you and that's what matters . haish . promise me that aites ? i love you .

school was fun todae :)
had a lot of laugh with shasyaa , gaya , xiu shan and jia mei in the hall .
i will always go crazy when i'm around them .
maybe its because of their crazy disease that was spreading to me .
haha !

shasyaa really did missed a lot of laugh and craziness yesterday .
so wad did i do ?
todae i told her everything and she was laughing like crazy .

we didnt even pay attention to what the Ms Sandra Tan , our counselor presents .
haha !
the presentation was soo boring uh .
after Ms Sandra Tan presentation finished , the sec 3 express students showed us a 30 minute video of them actng for hari raya .
the video was funny sia .

For malay lesson , mr razak told us to bring our malay books that we had borrowed at the library .
shasyaa and me were staring at each other because we returned the book back to the library already .

it was already due sia .
so we asked nadzirah and she said that we have to borrow again .
haish .
leceh siak !

after two weeks of lesson , then now he rememberd about the book thingy .

such an old man .

STM .

haha !

next time , need to remind him uh .

for recess , eat mee goreng with shasyaa and we tried this bali drink sia .

gaya ate the bali seeds sia .

we were laughing sia when we saw her gobble up the bali seeds .

actually , the bali drink was quite nice uh .

todae for biology lesson , mr fok leson was boring todae .

i just dont noe why it was boring .

usually it was full of laughter but todae never sia .

i guess he was in a bad mood .

cheer up mr fok !

haha !

for maths , i didnt even pay attention to what ms ong was teaching .

i was in my lala land .

she was wearing this tight dress and it kinda show her off cos when the wind blows , the dress will like bloom and she would cover it .

haish .

for geography , we had to do a ws but cn see the textbook uh .

cool kn ?

and we get marks just for copying .

haha !

for CME , had to do a survey and this survey will be for our CA marks .

then the school end .

after school , took 335 and went straight to babyboy's crib .

babyboy was late todae .

normally on thursdae , he would always go home at 1.30 but todae dont noe what happened .

joke2 around with his sis and karaoke-ing when babyboy reached home .

he also join in the fun .

haha !

after that , babyboy hd to leave for school at 3.30 cos he had togo for briefing so waited for him until he comes back .

haha !

haish .

he reached home at about 5.30 and we slept for a while .

at 6.15 , he sent me home .

I tried to stay away from loving u,

u were just a heartache i didn't want or need,

everything about u was a lie and at the end of the day i was the only one who believed it.

i trusted u,

i gave u my all,

now it's been shattered and no one can mend my broken heart.

i tried to stay away from loving u,

I've cried so many tears since the night u left,

memories of us haunt my thoughts,

but these emotions i still feel for u yet.

despite all the stupid things you've said and done,

all the times we've argued and fought,

it's you and only you my heart continues to love.

it's unfair and it hurts like hell to live this way

but the thought of me without U is something i cant bear to face...

& no matter how hard i fight it

i just cant seem to stay away,

god knows I've done the very best i can,

but I've fallen hard for the one person i know will never change,

& even tho U break my heart,

i just cant stay away...

i love you ahmad hassan .

i will always will .

i promise .

you're the one who light up my life .

just reached home from J.B .

haish ..

shopping for hari raye uh sey !

my family planned on wearing maroon this year .

altogether my family spent $1000 ??!!

i cant believe it when my mum told me that .

haha !

went to angsana to buy baju kurung uh sey!

the boutiques there were quite expensive .

haish ..

itz just hari raye wat ..

want to spend soo much for wat ??

itz only for 1 month ..

haha !

after that , went back to singapore uh !

reached singapore , my parent's bought food for breaking fast .

i bought mutton chop !

mutton chop , here i come !

well , tatz all for todae ..

babyboy , i never ever blamed you for anything .

even though we always quarrel , we still love each other aites ?

what did i tell you ?

nothing cn ever breakus apart .

i love you .

i will always keep to my promise ,

and i hope you will too ..

I love you so deeply,

I love you so much,

I love the sound of your voice

And the way that we touch.

I love your warm smile

And your kind,

thoughtful way,

The joy that you bring

To my life every day.

I love you today

As I have from the start,

And I'll love you forever

With all of my heart.