I'm always yours baby :)

at 8:59 AM

well , i'm in the student hub right now . thought that i could escape just by staying in class but at last , kena caught . haha ! well , didnt know that student hub was fun . looks like i'll be online until 12 plus . haha ! guys who are using the computer around me were playing cs . OMG ! i mean , is that game soo fun that guys like to play it ? haish . i look at them play right , my thoughts were soo blank cos i dont know what they were playing and what were they shooting at . haish . my necklace that i wore kena confiscate by dm . fuck uh ! that necklace is a gift from babyboy sia . haish . nvm syg , i'll pay you back . stupid uh ! last day of school also want to confiscate things . damn that tagged website ! cant even log in cos of the security blockage whatever fuck thing that is . haish . boredboredbored ! kae uh , wanna surf the net now . blog again later maybe .

I Love You Ahmad Hassan Bin Zaini !
NO ONe Cn Replace You .

You're Always Mine Bby :)

Yours Truly ,
Mia Ameera

at 11:42 AM

Nothing to post today . stayed at home all day . bored . somebody help to entertain me ?! tomorrow meeting ain bby . cant waet !

Yours Truly ,
Mia Ameera

at 7:37 PM

school was soo fucking boring today . there were no lessons except for razak's class and ms nasuha's class . apparently , school ends at 1pm today . good kn ? haha . met hidayah and ain at mcdonalds after school . i had to settle some problems with them and the rest of the girls . come on , korang nie actually tkde keje pe sak nk kutok2 org ? now you all are blaming each other and doesnt want to tell me the truth . haish . until now , i dont know which one is right which one is wrong . dont care uh . all i know is , hope this thing wont happen again . after that , met fardee then we lepak . fardee sent me home after that .

to my dearest friend :
i'll try and be the friend that you want always . i know that my attitude makes you piss off soo much . i'm sorry . sometimes i myself forget that my attitude makes people piss off . haish . maybe i'll try changing my attitude for the better okay ?

Yours Truly ,
Mia Ameera

at 7:17 PM

ouh god , i am soo confused right now . there questions in my head that i could not have the answers . questions like , why people likes to hate others and make enemies with people ? cant the world be a peaceful place like by not having people hating each other , talking behind each other's backs , gossipping and backstabbing ? haish . sometimes , i ask myself , there must be a reason why people hate me and why they always ignore me . now i know the answer . they just dont understand me . they just dont understand what i'm going through right now , how i'm feeling right now and why i'm feeling like that . they thought that by spresding bad things about me would make them feel good but what about me ? i'm the one who's hurt and i'm the one who's suffering . i know i'm just a left out person in everything . people dont share their secrets with me and when there's an occasion going on , they dont invite me . maybe its because they dont trust me or they hate me . its okay . i dont mind . just to let you people know , i'm not blogging all this just to get you guys attention . i'm blogging all this because i had no other person to let it out to . i dont have someone who would listen to my problems . yes , you guys see me smiling and laughing always but people just dont know how i'm sufferig inside . my family is falling apart and my relationship is getting better of course but not soo better uh . haish . god , give me someone that would listen to my problems and understand me always . i just dont feel like going home again cos mum always nags at me , i'm always in the wrong and people always like to blame me . i know i'm the type of person that keeps to myself all the time . yeah , yeah , you guys would have said right , what's the use of me having a boyfriend if i cant share my problems right ? well , i'm just not comfortable sharing it with him . just dont ask me why . well , maybe i'll try changing my attitude and the way i'll talk to anyone . thanks for reading my blog people .

ouh , i'm soo happy that edwina sms me and told me that she missed and wanted to meet me . i miss you too baby . meet you soon okay ??

Yours Truly ,
Mia Ameera

at 5:41 PM

stayed at home all day todae . didnt go out . babyboy went to mcys todae . stayed at home and watched tv , surf the internet and chatting . my kak fee starr is online at last . i soo miss her sia . i asked where has she gone and then she said that she's online everydae . i was like , what ? its like i'm online everydae and then i didnt see her online . maybe i online the wrong timing . haish . but at last i got to chat with her also . i also texted shasyaa and she was telling me that she was going to watch movie . sweet kn die nan mataer die . how i wish my guy was sweet as to bring me out for movies . now that our relationship is going to turn upside down . haish . nvm . maybe its because of us doesnt understand each other . i'll try and understand him . love is about trust and understanding each other right ? well , i'll try my best to trust and understand him . update later or tomorrow okay ? bye .

Yours Truly ,
Mia Ameera

at 8:24 PM

i miss the old you . you never used to scolding me like i'm your friend nor you care about me like before . i know you still love me but i just wat the old you back . you have shown me your own true colours and i'm shocked to see that . i didnt expect that to happen . i love you and care for you . you are mine and always mine . get it ?? i just dont wanna quarrel nor shout at you anymore . i just want us to be lovely couple , not destruction couple . i also know that you are tired of us quarreling every single day . i know that you are also trying to understand me . i may be older than you by a year but i want you toknow that age doesn count in love . of course , a lot of people would protest about that but i would not . if you love that someone and that someone is younger than you , then what do you care about other people's opinion ? am i right ? haish . i am trying to say to people out there , age doesnt count in love . and to my babyboy , give me time to turn back our relationship to the way it was last time .

to the two person who makes up stories about me eh , you better watch out . luckily babyboy didnt tell me your name . kalo aku dapat tahu korang sape eh ,aku dh carik korang . selame aku mater nan ahmad nie , aku tk pernah kluar nan jantan laen blakang die eh . palabuto uh koang . tkde keje pe nk buat crite pasal aku ?? kalo ko tk happy aku mataer ahmad , jumpe aku uh . tkmo bobual blakang2 uh . berani bobual depan mataer aku yg aku kuar nan jantan laen , asl tknk bobual nan aku skali ?? mau tudoh slah org uh weiii !!!!!! tkpe , dunia nie kecik . satu hari nanti aku akn dapat tahu sape korang . agakny korang buat gytu pat mataer korang tk tu pasal korang nk buat crite pasal aku . haish . dh uh . aku mls uh nk bobual agy . korang tk happy , korang jumpe aku . habes crite ?? get it asshole or bitch ??!!

Yours Truly ,
Mia Ameera

at 8:24 PM

i'm writing what i' feeling today . haish . i just dont know how to begin . babyboy lied to me again . he told me that when he reached home , he would kol me . but what did i found out ? when i kol his sis , she lied to me because babyboy told her to lie . i was soo dissappointed in her but i know it's not her fault . i just dont know what to do anymore . i dont know what he wants from me anymore . i've given him everything he needs but he stilllied to me . i know i have lied to him but it's only three times . i just dont understand why he had to lie to me twice the times . infact , it's more than twice a times . i just dont wanna quarrel with him because i love him . haish . maybe i'll just have to bear with it . now no mood uh . will update tomorrow okay ?

Yours Truly ,
Mia Ameera

at 8:47 PM

hello readers . had a fun day todae with babyboy . haha ! thanks for the day syg ! appreciate it much2 . babyboy fetch me from my crib at 12 plus then we proceed to the library to return books . after that , proceed to IMM to eat . babyboy tknk eat with me then i need to eat alone . haha ! then after that , proceed to library again to borrow books . at the library , babyboy buat perangai . he's complaining that he's hungry . i was like shocked when he told me that he had not eaten . he lied to me by telling me that he ate . haish . so what we do ? i called mama and then meet mama at IMM . mama gave money for babyboy to eat then he went to buy food . mama and sister went home first . haha ! then text2 sister asking her if babyboy can come home . mama say cannot . haish . so brought babyboy to nenek crib . he malu2 kucing uh . haha ! alah , mule2 aje malu , lepas tu dh biase . haha ! he ate and joked around with nenek . at 7 plus , babyboy sent me home then he went home . now waiting for babyboy to kol .

and i wanna wish this good friend of mine a Happy 5th months anniversary . may you and adi last long aites ? dont fight2 okay ? whatever probs you have , you can confide in me tao . i will always be there to side if you have any probs . gua shayang lu beb !

well , waiting for my exam results to arrive . haish . am soo nervous right now . somebody give me encouragement pls . i'm begging you . anyone ?? haha ! dh uh . nothing to blog anymore . update tomorrow aites ?

Yours Truly ,
Mia Ameera

at 3:52 PM

hey guys . i'm back after a long period of exams . cant tell you how exams makes me stress all the time . ouh , and the exam papers were difficult sia . the teachers didnt even give us a chance to answer any of the questions . we studied for the chapters that is tested but at last , it didnt came out . wth ?! luckily , i've got my eng , malay and art to help me out . the rest of the subjects , you can get lost . haha ! so anyway readers , you all miss me ? haha ! now i've got the time to enjoy . haha ! haish . wed have to come to school cos of the MOE survey thingy . it sucks sia . cant you teachers give us a break ? we've been struggling and studying for almost a year and now you guys cant even give us a break . haish . nvm uh . stop talking about all this . let's talk about something else .

have you all experience the feeling of full hatred to someone ? it sucks right ? you have to see the person everyday at the same place and you have to pretend that you actually like the person . oh god ! somemore , the person will act as if that that house is ___ . ugh ! seriously i tell you . i would always get mad when i enter that house and see the person's face . itz like wanting to just kill the person sia . haish . but what to do , have to bear with it uh . but nvm , as long as the person i love is with me , it will cool me down .

i'm missing this sister of mine . kak irah , adq rindu kak ! she's currently busy with school so she doesnt get to meet me much . sometimes i pitied her cos she will always have probs everytime i read her blog . nvm kakaq , you will get through all this soon aites ? what for you still wanna be around someone when that someone already told you to leave him ? just ignore uh . itz no use of you still replying to his msg , answering his calls and meeting him ? itz no use uh kak . just stick to your first love . you told me right that butch always go to their first love . he went off with his first love pe . uat pe you still wanna be with him ? you told me right that aki will always be yours and you wont ever let her go unless she told you to . then ? come on uh kak , adq syg kakaq . i dont want you to suffer anymore . just text me or call me when you need me . i'll be there for you .

babyboy is currently sleeping . haish , three days never meet hin sia . i soo miss him . nvm syg , tomorrow we'll meet okay . cn kiss2 , hug2 you . haha ! i'm trying to understand you syg . you always told me that i didnt understand you but now i'm trying my best . my love for you is unbeatable . noone can love you more than i love you . remember that . if you need support , i'll always be there to support you . i love you , ahmad hassan bin zaini . you are always mine .

Yours Truly ,
Mia Ameera

at 7:42 PM

Busy For EOY Exam .
Have To Study .
I'll Leave This Blog Dead From Todae Till 16th October .
Busy With Art Prep Work And Studies .
So People , If You Wanna Find Me , Just Text Me Aites ??
Bye2 .
And Good Luck For Those Who Are Having Exams .

Yours Truly ,
Mia Ameera

Shazlin Ameera .
Known as Mia .
Seventeen this year .
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I can be a bitch if you want me to so dont ever try me alright ?
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His my boyfriend , my lover , my bestfriend , my happiness , my everything .
We've been together since 090709 .
Bitch , stay out of my relationship alright ?
He's mine and always be mine .

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