I'm always yours baby :)

at 8:50 PM

isn't it great to have your love ones being close to you every single day ? especially if that someone is really special for you . i just dont know why i'm feeling happy this few days . maybe i've not been in bad terms with babyboy ? maybe my moodswings are no more ? or maybe i just feel happy without a reason . hahahahaha ! sometimes when i think about it , it's true what my god sis said to me . you need to be happy in order for people surrounding you to be happy . that sentence always stick to my mind . but then , sometimes people just doesnt appreciate the happiness that you give to them . they tend to throw tantrums at you eventhough you have not done anything wrong or even replied with rude answers . this kinds of people right , you dont need to be nice to them . it's such a waste of time . for me , i can be nice to certain people that knows how to appreciate me . sorry if i've been treating some people rudely because you wanna know why ? they just dont deserve my friendly attitude . so if you were the one whom i've been treating you so rudely , i guess you should know the answer okay ?

The couple that fights the most is the one most in love...

it shows they care enough to notice the other one screwed up and care enough to mention it to the person so they can fix it.

When you stop fighting it means you stopped caring.

Shawna Waltemyer

i just love this quote . it's true that when couples who quarrels often , tends to understand each other more . me and babyboy were one of the couples . couples who always quarrel tends to last longer than couples who did not quarrel often . so when you guys saw me outside with a bad expression , it means that i've just quarreled with babyboy . but then no matter what happen , me and babyboy will always love each other . babyboy , sarangheyo .

Yours Truly ,
Mia Ameera

at 8:06 PM

life sucks and it is . i just quarrelled with mum just now . she just doesnt understand me . all she ever does is think about herself . would you like it if your mum says that she's bored with you ? what would you feel ? hurt right ? that's what she said to me . i know uh i'm a stupid , irritating , childish daughter that you've ever had . i can never be perfect like sis . i can never be okay like sis . all i ever did was get scolded every single day . i just hate it . i just hate my life . nobody understands me except for babyboy . babyboy will always be there for me eventhough he doesnt show that he loves me in public . babyboy will always be the one to love me . babyboy will always be the one to listen to my problems . my mum ? she doesnt . all she ever does is wanting to win in an argument . she doesnt know what's the reason that i do that and then she keeps on nagging at me . i hate it . feel like running away from home but then thinking of the consequences . i just wanna feel love . it's not wrong right to tell my aunt that she'll not gonna be in singapore on the first day of hari raye ? what's the problem now ? why are you always being secretive to your own family ? sometimes mum , i seriously dont understand you . so if you think that everything you did is right , you're seriously wrong . sometimes , i just go along with it because i respect you as my mother . that's all . okay , i think i'm gonna stop now or else i'm gonna be angry non stop .

Yours Truly ,
Mia Ameera

at 3:32 PM

hello readers :) cuwrrently at aunt's crib . she's giving me and sis tuition so we have to like come almost everyday ? N level and prelim is coming so i have to get ready for my examinations . hahahahahaha ! so now aunt is having a break because she's hungry and has not been resting since morning ? hahahahaha ! kesian aunt aku nie . so now i'm also on break because i've been doing maths since just now . susah sey ! have to buck up no matter what . okay then , i wanna stop blogging now .

babyboy went for soccer training today . dont know what time he will be back , nehmind . i'll just wait for him and then we would text2 . sayang , i miss you . cant wait to otp with you tonight . iloveyou .

Yours Truly ,
Mia Ameera

at 5:39 PM

hello readers . hahahahaha ! stayed at home all day today . maybe going to imm with mum and sis later . haish . okay , so the pic above right was taken on the friday which was yesterday . it doesnt look nice uh because me and babyboy were just snapping pic for fun . hahahahahaha ! babyboy spent time with me yesterday . we talked things out . he told me that he wont find another girl other than me . he told me that no other girl can take care or love him like i do . hahahahaha ! sweet right ? then i made a promise to him that i will never leave him without a valid reason . if there is pon , it's about family or studies . but then i would never leave him because my family loves him . hahahahahaha ! then he stroked my hair and we joked around . when i told him that he owed me two kiss , he gave me a sweet one . hahahahaha ! so then , it was time for me to go home . he sent me to the bus stop and that was when we took the pic . so then the bus came and i do the usual thing . i guess you know what couples do when they want to go home ? hahahahaah ! so then reached hom at 6 plus and then alamak ! there's a fierce cat in front of my house . then went the cat went away already , i tried to opened the door but then dad go and locked the gate . alamak ! papa , i dont have the gate key ! so then waited for sis and mum to reach home at about 7 . bathed and then talked with babyboy .

so this morning , babyboy went for a soccer match . i stayed at home . so then i fell asleep and then when babyboy reached home at about 3 just now , he called me but then i didnt answer the phone . he texted me and i didnt reply . he then called my house number and sis answered the phone . he told her to passed the phone to me . i woke up and then talked . i told him that i'm sleeping and then he told me that he wanna sleep too because he's tired . so then we hung up and i texted him to text me when he woke up already . haish . cant wait to otp with him tonight .

Yours Truly ,
Mia Ameera

at 2:47 PM

hello readers . currently with babyboy now . haha ! he's doing breakdancing right now and then he fell . ouch ! kesin babyboy fyana . hahahahahahaha ! tkpe . nanti i urotkn you okay ? haish . leg injured already and now what ? hand injured ? haish . naughty sia this babyboy of mine . but then , i still love him . hahahahaha ! so maybe later going to spend time with him again . nk katekn , fyana hari2 spend time nan die . hahahahahahahahah ! okay , fyana wanna stop blogigng now uh . later fyana blog again okay ? iloveyou readers .

Yours Truly ,
Mia Ameera

at 1:05 PM

hello readers . sorie for not updating . been busy with life and school . so yesterday kn , fyana met hyeeda then we jalan2 at jp . then wanted to buy for babyboy cap but then he doesnt want it . hahahahaha ! so then planned to meet babyboy so bring hyeeda along as babyboy know her from work . wah ! so many links siot ! even my ex seniors knows my boyfriend . cam gynie , tk bebas uh fyana . have to jage my behaviour outside . hahahahaha ! so then went to meet babyboy for a while then hyeeda need to go . so send her to the bus stop then meet babyboy's brother and sister . lepak2 with them and waited for babyboy because he went for his soccer training . so went home at 8 plus then sleep2 after talking to babyboy .

stayed at home today . didnt plan to go out as babyboy is working and and i dont want to make him worried by lepak-ing . so then now blogging and waiting for babyboy to finish work . okay , fyana wanna log out now . anything i'll update again .

Yours Truly ,
Mia Ameera

at 8:15 PM

school is stressing me out . i cant believe that N level is getting near and i'm still not ready for that . how am i gonna do a single bit of chemistry if i didnt know much about it ? how am i gonna give the answers to the social studies ques ? my art ? dont talk about it . my prep work have not yet finish and i'm still slacking like nobody's business after school . i just hate my life . why didnt i feel the nervous feeling that N level is getting near ? better yet , my prelims is coming round next two weeks and i'm still not studying . the book was left inside the bag like trash . in fact , it still looks brand new . in class , i paid attention but at home , i'm not studying . i'm so busy with my cyber world that i didnt bother to study . i guess my life of studying is over . i'm gonna fail my N level . wish me luck okay guys ?

went to school at 8 today . had malay compo test . then had social studies mock exam . i did it without any single knowledge of northern ireland in my mind . break time with rabiah until 10.30 . then had biology . at 11.30 had english . i dont fucking care about that . 12.30 till 1.30 had chemistry . luckily i understand the topics that the teacher was going through . then after school , brought rabiah to meet babyboy . they played poker cards whereas i was sitting beside babyboy . he didnt let me play poker with my friends so yeah . then karaoke like mad woman just to let out my stress . spent time with babyboy for a while and then home sweet home .

thanks for everything my dear best friend . you have given me a true friendship all these years . for 10 years we've been friends , you've shown me lots of care and concern . but then i didnt expect you to fall in love with me . you've been keeping this feelings for 8 years and you let yourself get hurt so that you would see me happy . i cant bear to see you like this . i have to end our friendship here . thanks a lot okay ? hope that you can find a new best friend or your future girlfriend that can take care of you more than i do . i'm sorry for making this decision . goodbye my best friend .

Yours Truly ,
Mia Ameera

at 7:51 PM

hello readers :) today went to aunt's house and then went to imm . eat2 at banquet then went to giant . inside the giant , aunt suddenly had a stomachache . she wanted to go home . padahal toilet pat imm ade tao . hahaha ! so followed her home then do my homework . after that , ding dong ! nenek reach home ! hahahaha ! banyak sey barang . hahahahaha ! so after that , surfed the internet when suddenly i told aunt to do a blog so that she wont feel bored when there's nothing to do at home . so first thing kn , she signed up for blogger . second thing kn , she's supposed to choose a blogskin . cerewet btol tao makcik aku nie ! it took her almost half an hour to choose a blogskin . haish . but then kn , the funny thing is , every blogskin that she chose would always have something missing or faulty in it . haha ! aunt , i guess the blogskin just doesnt likes you . hahahahaha ! bluek ! at last , the blogskin that she chose is perfect . so do her blog for her . it took me almost 2 hours just to do a single blog tao . it takes lots of patience to do a blog . hahahahahaha ! after that , went home . nenek folowed . so now it's 7.47pm and nenek is getting ready to go to sheng shiong . nenek , it's almost 8 at night and you want to go to sheng shiong ? ! got a lot of bangla tao ! anything just lift up their sarong tao . hahahahahah ! bluek !

babyboy went to work today . he needs to reach work at 7.30am in the morning just now . pity him . i dont know what he's doing right now but then i'm waiting for his call . baby , i miss you . meet you tomorrow okay ? btw , tomorrow's my N level english oral . wish me luck tao . i'm feeling nervous right now . will i ever do well ? pray for me okay ? i wanna stop blogging now . to my aunt , have fun blogging okay ? hahahaha ! *wink

Yours Truly ,
Mia Ameera

ASSALAMULAIKUM :) at 8:13 PM

HELLO HUAMAN *MIDDLE FINGER*

THIS BTW POSTING FOR THIS LAZY GIRL

NAME FYANA ?!

HAHAH

LAWL

OK BTW NOW CHATTING WITH HER

JUST NOW WEBBY WITH HER .

BUT NOW NOT :) .

SIS NAK SGT CHAT WITH HER MATAIR .

SORRY IF I TALK CRAP .

NOTHING MUCH HERE :)

BYEE ...

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Yours Truly ,
Mia Ameera

at 6:28 PM

hello my cinta ! today kn fyana become a good girl tao . fyana stay at home all day . fyana watch tv , surf the internet , eat & drink , sleep . that's all fyana does . today kn , fyana punye babyboy gy bugis nan kawan2 die . so fyana kasi uh die enjoy kuar nan kawan2 die . biar fyana plak yg stay pat umah . then right , fyana asked mama to order mcdonalds because fyana is hungry . ding dong ! mcdelivery came . fyana ate my mcwings plus webcaming with my sister . so then fyana read book . haha ! see ? today fyana good girl right ? haha ! babyboy is gonna be so proud of his babybygurl . dy , i told you right ,i would change just for you ? and i did . haha ! so now fyana dont know what to blog anymore . ouh ya , just now fyana also took lots of pics . nothing to do what so take pics uh . haha ! that pic up there was taken just now . haha ! okay , fyana wanna stop blogging now . fyana love all my cinta ! haha ! but fyana love my babyboy more . haha ! bluek !

Yours Truly ,
Mia Ameera

at 9:09 PM

happy 1st year anniversary to fyamad . yeah , we have been together for a year . any objections ? haha ! so yeah , i just wanna wish my babyboy a happy one year anniversary . iloveyou sayang . you're mine & always mine . thank you for being patience with me . i know my attitude is bad but you endure it and continue to love me for who i am . we have gone through lots of obstacles together and yet we still stand strong . you ignore all the rumours about me and told yourself that i always love you . thanks for not believing in them . thank you for always have trust in me . i know i've always make you angry or dissapointed . i didnt mean to do that to you always . i promise to you sayang that i will change just for you . i will make sure that you are happy when you're with me . okay sayang ? remember the first time when you confessed to me that you fell in love with me ? haha ! for me , that's sweet and i'm speechless that point of time . out of all , you're the one that succeed in winning my heart . so six months later , you told me to become yours . and i did . until now , we're still together . i have always loved you and never intend to do anything that would hurt you . whenever i'm with you , i still miss you . whenever it's time for me to go home , i would always have the feeling to stay by your side always . not wanting to leave you on your own . once again , i wanna say that i love you so much and i'm always yours .

fyamad always .

090709 .

to all the guys out there ,

fyana hope that you guys will only treat fyana as a friend . not more than that . fyana has promised myself that i wont let a third party into me and ahmad's life anymore . i'm tired of having guys chasing for me . it's just useless okay ? whatever it is , i'll always love ahmad okay ? i'm his & always his . stop disturbing me anymore okay ? thank you .

Yours Truly ,
Mia Ameera

at 9:17 PM

i'm gonna blog about something that i am keeping for so long . hope you guys are not bored in reading this .

stop being an irritating and obssessive boy . i'm telling you not to disturb me nor contact me anymore . me & you . we're nothing . we have always been friends . not more than that . you get that ? i dont need your concern , your care , your looks or whatsoever . if you ever want to win my heart , forget it . i am Ahmad Hassan's ONLY PROPERTY . understand ? i wont ever fall for you . there's only AHMAD in my heart . so i'm telling you , dont waste your time on chasing me like a crazy person . come on uh . you have the looks . lots of girls would want you . go to them . not me . you know that i'm att and yet you are still wanting to get me . dont be stupid uh . you want me to find for you one ? i can help you . so boy , think about it okay ? i dont want an arguments to happen between you and my boyfriend so please , just stay away from our life . my boyfriend hates you so just deal with that . you dont need to be nice or whatever just so that my boyfriend would ever forgive you . WONT okay ? he knows that your motive in being nice to him is that you want to get me back . that ain't gonna happen boy . not once . okay ? i hope you read and understand this whole thing .

sorie readers . i'm just angry over this guy . hope you guya are okay with this post . so just now went to babyboy's crib and spent time with his sis and him . but then i fell asleep and when i woke up , babyboy was gone . i called him and he told me to go home by myself . so i did . and now i'm at home blogging . okay , wanna stop blogging now .

Yours Truly ,
Mia Ameera

at 9:16 PM

i get so irritated when someone who is a friend back stab their own friend . i mean like come on uh , cant you just talk face to face ? if you're not happy with that person , just tell them . dont pass around to your other friends and then let your other friends tell the person . it is very ANNOYING ! haish . this thing doesnt happen to me . it's not based on my own experiences . it happened to someone that i'm close with . that person told me the whole story and it just so happens that the person she's talking about is someone that i didnt expect to be doing such a thing . i'm so disappointed in you sister . didnt expect you to do such a mean thing . haish . please uh . it's already 2010 . move on . dont be childish . there is no such thing as someone wants to steal someone from you . stop being childish . stop being a two face bitch . get it ? i hope you guys who read this know who you are .

to the someone who told the whole thing :

cheer up okay ? i'm always there for you when you need me . i will be the one to guide you okay ? you can be friends with anyone but choose the right one for you . i'm not saying that i am good or what . i also have my bad side but then i didnt even talk bad about others behind them . you know my attitude right girl ? haish . iloveyou darling . see you in school !

Yours Truly ,
Mia Ameera

at 8:11 PM

hello cintaku yg tersayang ! fyana had a fun time yesterday . went to meet babyboy . he gave me a surprised uh sey . at first , it started like this . when i came to his house , his family and him were all staring at me . i went to salam babyboy but then he told me to salam mama first . so i did that . then adq yayah salam me . then baru i salam him . i was so blur as all of them were observing my every moves . i sat beside babyboy and then i talk2 with him . mama told me to salam babyboy . i told her that i salam him already what . then she said that she didnt saw it . so i salam babyboy again and i saw something around his finger . it was a ring ! i ask babyboy where did he get it then he told me that his ex gf gave it to him . i immediately break down and cry . after about 5 mins , he suddenly talk to me and said that actually that ring was for me . ouh , i was so shocked and i started to tickle babyboy . he gave me the other ring because he bought a pair . for me and him . haha ! but the sad thing is , the ring cannot fit me . so sad . babyboy had to go and made it replace . dy , you dh replace it ke blom ? haha ! okay , so that was like an embarassing moment for me because i cried in front of his family . haish .

today fyana had nothing to do . after school , went straight home . now blogging okay ?

dydy , wo hao xiang ni .

mei you ni zai wo shen bian , wo de ren shen jiu bu wan zheng .

bu guan fa sheng she mo shi , wo yong yuan ai zhe ni .

wo yong yuan shi ni de .

yours truly , (sorie . i dont know the chinese word for this )

fyana , ni shi wo wei yi te baobei .

Yours Truly ,
Mia Ameera

at 3:08 PM

hello to all my cinta !

fyana is at the cyber cafe with era now . haha ! we have nothing better to do so we went in here . haha ! later going to meet babyboy at his house and then spend time with him . yeah ! haha ! poor era . she cant seem to get the guy name in her tagged . better luck next time dear . haha ! haish . tomorrow's schooling . gonna get back to studying . N level arriving in no time and i'm still not ready . okay guys , fyana will blog later at home when fyana is free okay readers ?

Yours Truly ,
Mia Ameera

at 6:23 PM

hello readers . sorie fyana had not been updating the blog . i'm kinda busy uh . when i reach home , i tend to get tired and therefore , will fall asleep . so yeah just now spend time with babyboy . he came to my void deck and then we spend time together . ouh , i miss him so much . thanks for making me happy just now sayang . iloveyou . babyboy was eating mama's nasi goreng . i was happy that he ate it . babyboy said that on friday which is our 1 year anniversary , we'll be watching eclipse together . haha ! cant wait ! wait a minute . time flies so fast sia ! i cant believe it . okay , i'm gonna make sure babyboy will always be with me .

N levels is coming and i'm still not prepared . i'm still stuck in the middle of nowhere . cant cope in my studies and cant even understand what the teacher is teaching . i'm gonna fail my N level . no more hope for fyana . sorie babyboy if i upset you or anything . i just cant do it . i'm not sure whether i can go to sec 5 . hope you guys pray for me alright ?

you're one in a million baby .

you're mine and always mine .

you're my lifesaver .

without you , i'll drown .

iloveyou Ahmad Hassan Bin Zaini .

Yours Truly ,
Mia Ameera

Shazlin Ameera .
Known as Mia .
Seventeen this year .
Ahmad Hassan's Only babygurl .
I can be a bitch if you want me to so dont ever try me alright ?
You respect me , i'll give you double times the respect .
You hate me , kindly click on the 'x' button located at the top of the page .
Msn ?
Ask me personally on my fb alright ?
That is if you have mine .

My One & Only Superman .
His my boyfriend , my lover , my bestfriend , my happiness , my everything .
We've been together since 090709 .
Bitch , stay out of my relationship alright ?
He's mine and always be mine .

Nurul Amalia .
Seventeen this year .
My bbyg , my bestf , my laughing partner .
Iloveyou Sister .
Dare to find trouble with her ?
Go through me first alright ?

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