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at 1:49 PM

chakchakchak ! hellohellohello ! hahahaah ! mia bored nie so i'll just update alright ? okay , i'm supposed to go airport today but then it was cancelled as my dearest nurul amalia had last min plan with her family . -.- so then nehmind . baby is coming by later to settle our relationship probs and talk things out with each other . so now i'm having bread and egg with coffee for breakfast .*looks at the timing* wait a minute , it's already lunch ?! hahahaa ! so stupid of me ! nehmind , i dont even care . i'm enjoying my food plus blogging so it'll be alright . hahaaahh ! so now waiting for baby to end school and he will proceed to my crib .

went to meet nur atika for breakfast yesterday . we went to have breakfast at mcdonald's toa payoh . when me and atika reached toa payoh, we were like so lost you know . hahaahah ! mcm budak bodoh siot kite . we have not been to toa payoh before so yeah . hahahha ! i know singapore is small and such but then there is still some places that we have not go right ? so yeah . so at last , me and atika found the mcdonald's so we went right in and order the breakfast meal . so then after ordering , waited for bunny and ani . baru sahaje sayerhh ngan atika nk camwhore , then they came . so we ate and talk2 . camwhored a bit and then we proceed to this one place whereby it's like a park . so we sit down , camwhored , sing songs , laugh2 and such . hahaahah ! so then me and atika gotta go as we have curfews that was done by our boyf . i need to reach home by 2 and atika by 1.30 . so we rushed home . haahahah !

i just dont understand what you want from me actually . i gave you everything and now it's time for you to understand me . you told me that the more i dont understand you , the more you dont understand me . same goes to me also alright ? i just hope that when you reach my crib later, our confrontations will make us understand each other more and then we would be okay .

Yours Truly ,
Mia Ameera

at 7:57 PM

okay , i missed this two bestfriends of mine . we've been friends for 4 years and eventually we became bestfriends . so yeah . we've gone through hardships together and we've gone through happiness together also . meet up soon okay darlings ? mia rindu ngan korang !

okay , this is just a random pic . i just dont know what to upload so i upload a pic of me and him . so yeah . trust me . me and him are nothing . we're just friends and therefore will always remain as friends . i love my boyf so i just dont wanna hurt boyf no more . just wanna say that i miss him but as friend . so i just wanna inform his girlf that i dont wish to interrupt your relationship or be a third party . you want him , go ahead . i dont even wish to steal him away from you . he's always yours . bear that in mind . only a stupid fool would be stupid enough to be a third party in people's relationship and i dont wanna be that kind of person . so yeah . i have my boyf and you got yours so deal with it alright ? just hoping that you would understand .

mia rindu a'an uh sey ! hahahah ! just dont now why a'an is angry with me . hope that i could settle things with him and ask him what's the problem . a'an , did i do anything wrong ? if i do , i'm sorry . so hope that we could be friends back and therefore no more angry with me . hahaaaa ! get that a'an ? so see you in the next BL training .

okay , this girl is my long lost sister uh sey . hahahaah ! no uh , she's my prettiest bitch that is so close to me in school . hahaha ! NURUL AMALIA , MIA RINDU NGAN LU UH SEY ! so yeah . dont know when cn meet her and be crazy with her . babe , plan a date alright ? we go shopping together . hahahhah ! iloveyou bitch<3

last but not least , i soo missed boyf damn lot ! syg , when you free nie ? i wanna meet you . i wanna kiss you . i wanna hug you . i wanna spend time with you . hahahah ! so yeah . btw , this pic was like so long ago ? hahaha ! waiting for his text and his call . i wanna talk to him like there's no tomorrow . hope that he's free to meet me by next week . no more making small arguments into big arguments alright ? iloveyou .

Yours Truly ,
Mia Ameera

at 10:30 PM

at last me and baby were okay . once again . hahahaha ! spent time with him yesterday . he came over to my house but before that , we went to jp with mama and sis . mama and sis wanted to buy things so baby and i followed . then after that , went home . baby spent time with me . then at about six plus , baby wanted to go home . i sent him to the bus stop . when we saw the bus from far , baby hugged me soo tightly , then he kissed me on the mouth and then on the cheek . i also did the same . i felt very hard to let go of baby's hand that time . i just dont know why i suddenly missed him soo much . i just cant let go of his hand . so then when baby walked away , i stared him till he board the bus . then i texted him . baby , i hope you understand what i texted yesterday alright ?

so now i'm blogging as i got nothing better to do . i feel soo fucking bored right now . baby is asleep already and i dont wanna disturb him tao . see , i'm a good girlf right ? hahahh ! so i think i wanna end my post here .

CINTA , ILY <3

Yours Truly ,
Mia Ameera

at 8:59 PM

you've totally changed . i dont know what should i do anymore so that you will forgive me . i feel like giving up but my heart tells me not to . i know you are tired of my attitude . i know that you also feel like giving up but you cant . i also felt the same way . you just dont understand the difference between ITE and secondary school life . for you , everything is the same . i admit that i dont have the time for you but please , i dont need arguments to start with . i just want an understanding relationship . please . dont make me suffer like this anymore baby<3. you said that i can do anything for my friends but not you . that is so not true . for this 1 year 8 months , i've always been with you . i've always listen and made you my top priority . i seldom hang out with my friends because you know why ? i wanna meet you and spend time with you . everything that you did , i didnt even make a single noise nor complain . you wanted me to go home early as you wanted to meet your friends , i didnt say anything . i even agree to it because i understand that you also need your friends . but then when it comes to me , you'll get angry and then arguments will start between us . i just wanted to do projects with my friends . it's not that i slack or anything . i wanted you to be happy when i get my results . i wanted to do well . i thought you understand but end up , you scolded me . i felt hurt reading all the messages that you sent me . please sayang , i beg you to understand me . when i texted you , saying that i need you , what did you reply ? you told me that i have my friends . it's true that i have my friends but then i need you the most . you told me that i'm always not there for you when you need me . are you sure ? for this 1 year 8 months , i've always been with you through thick and thin . i've listen to every word you say . you said that for all the things that you've did for me , i didnt appreciate ? come on uh . i always appreciate every single thing that you did for me . how about you ? did you appreciate whatever things that i did for you ? think about it . i think my sacrifices for you are more than your sacrifices for me . i think that i love you more than you love me . my friends told me not to give face to you but i still did . you wanna know why ? because iloveyou . i cant bear to scold you . i cant bear to throw harsh words towards you . i cant bear to shout vulgarities at you . in fact , i cant even bear to see you hurt . when you're sick , i'm deeply worried for you . it's just that i didnt show it to you how worried i am . i'm happy when you wanted to meet me just now . but then , i know that you're still angry at me . you didnt even want to kiss me just now just like how you used to . nehmind baby . i understand . i'm just giving you time to cool yourself down . i just hope that you will forgive me and be the way you used to be . i just miss the real you soo much :( . i need you soo much right now sayang . please come back to me :( . OMG . why cant i stop crying right now while i'm typing ? Mia , please be strong . you can do it . Last but not least , iloveyou AHMAD HASSAN . i'm sorry :(

Yours Truly ,
Mia Ameera

at 9:03 PM

hello everyone . sorry for not been updating . been kinda busy with stuffs and school . so yeah , i'm alone and bored in school as my dearest nurul amalia is not around . she's sick so get well soon yah darls . i'll see you on monday . so kinda having a rough week for me .

i'm just sick and tired of you claiming that you want me back in my life . please uh . i already have a boyf and i dont wish to hurt him . yeah , i know that you love me but then my feelings towards you has long gone far far away . in my heart , there's no more you . there's only my boyf and i'm soo in love with him . believe me , one day you will find someone who is much more better than me . i'm not the only girl in this world you know . i know that you have proved to me lots of things that you still love me but then i seriously cant accept you . so , thank you for everything and just hope that you would find someone one day alright ?

so yeah . sorry for that long post about my ex boyf alright ? just wanna tell him how i feel towards him so that he wont disturb me anymore . i'm trying my best to be a good gf towards babyboy . i dont wanna hurt him anymore . he had gone through so much hurt because of me already and i really dont want that to happen again . so i hope that i'll be happy with babyboy after this . no more arguments about all this things . alright syg ? iloveyou .

ouh yeah . i'm updating my blog because of nurul amalia . she told me to update it . hahah ! imy bestf ~ see you on monday alright ?

Yours Truly ,
Mia Ameera

Shazlin Ameera .
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Seventeen this year .
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